I'm an idiot. I really am.

Everyone tells me I'm idiot. I really am. And i refused to believe them. But I've been such an idiot.
Still...
I didn't want to say that I lived more with you than in my entire life. Because my life shouldn't be resume to just that...
But i really lived more with you than in my entire life with someone else.
Im so stupid... Of course it wouldnt be like that. Of course you -
Of course
I'm so idiot.