Who cares

I really tried my best like i never did before
I swear i really did...
I've never felt this way i swear to gods
Even if they dont exist, i swear to gods
And fuck it
Who cares??????? WHOCARES
I know love isn't a reward or anything, but
Seriously ......
What was all this happinness for
it is tiring
It hurts when you dont get the same back
It hurts
Im feeling so selfish
But i tried so much and it was still not enough
What changed
I just wanted to know what happened
But i guess it doesnt matter anymore...
I guess we have nothing left to say
As much as i would like to say more million things... It's over. I'm done. Am i done?
Well fuck i dont know
All these months and i havent changed
Shouldnt i had?
I guess i should lol
Why havent i changed
Why couldnt i move one for once
Why was i waiting for you every single day
Why...
What the fuck im hurt
What the fuck....